still the same

Well after Christmas i am now 12 stone 7, not bad i guess. it means i put on about 5 or 6 pounds over the holiday time. right, i have no more chocolate in the house so back on the diet. i wanted to still have lossed a stone but now with the weight gain i am 2 pounds under this.
im still going to aim for my half way point so i now have 13 pounds to get to it. i think this would really boost my confidence if i got to this point. thats what i need.
well at least i now have a job, its only part time but at least its bringing money in and gets me out the house. Still gonna keep looking for full time work and hope something comes along soon.
i know i only seem to complain about how i want to loss weight and seem to be gradually putting it on but it helps lol
i'll get there, we all will.

slim

off the diet

hay everyone been having a hard time sticking to the diet the last 2-3 weeks. i haven't been really stupid and just stuffing my face but i have put on 3 pounds. i know its going to be hard over the Christmas period but i have to keep at it.
I have still lossed a total of 15 pounds so at least i ha vent put all that weight back on. i knew i wasn't going to stick to the diet but i didn't want to destroy all of that hard work. if i was going to put on weight then i only wanted it to be a few pounds.
right now i have to get back on track!! 10 more pounds and i am at my half way point. i think my next target will be that i lose 10 pounds and reach that point by the end of January. That will give me a good kick start to the year and hopefully i will still be on track to be target weight by my birthday (may).
Keep going everyone, we can all do it x

very ill

hi everyone well iv had a bad time recently...i didnt get the job i wanted, with the worry i pigged out and had lots of wine and in a week had 2 takeaways so had a sneaky look at the scales on Sunday and id put on 3lbs. after that i got very ill, was either a bug or food poisoning...not nice! im still not all better, finding it hard to eat properly but im getting there. i guess the good thing to come from it is that i losed the 3lbs and another 2 :) but now getting back on track with the diet. i am now 1lb from going down to eating 40 checks a day instead of 45. when i get to that it means i have just over 2 stone to go. i'll get there tho :) very determined this time, got things to look forward to like a wedding and fancy dress party. and it would be great to have the confidence to wear what i want when my boyfriend and i can afford to go on holiday, no matter where we go.
well im going to keep looking for a job, anything that could count as experience to help with the job i really want. keep fingers crossed, hopefully i will have a job by next week or something.